boudike dhore choda
hindu meyeder proti amar durbolota onek age thekei chilo.
chotobela thekei hoi lekhaporar somoi, kingba onno konobhabe onek didi,
boudi’r sathe porichoi hoyese. amar kase sobchaite bhalo lage gondhota.
oder shorir theke alada ekta gondho ase, jeta sochorachor onno kono
meyeder theke pawa jai na. ei golpota onek din ager. tokhon ami college
pass diye university te dhuki dhuki korsi. admission r tokhono aro
mashkhanek baki. lekha porar jonjat theke bachar jonno mama bari berate
gelam. choto mama tokhon mymensing thaken. ek kothai chomotkar jaiga.
mymensing r manush gulo sohoj sorol, temon pach nei. sohoje mishe jawa
jai. mamader staff colony ta dhakar bari gular moto na. paka dalan,
tiner chad. choto choto boundary diye ghera. oi elakata sorkari
kormokorta der jonno. ami mymensing ageo gesi. pasher barite tokhon
himel dara thakto. himel da’r buro ma mara jawar age cheler biye diye
gesen. boudike ami age du ekbar dekhesi, besh mishuk mohila. dupurer
dike beshirbhag barir kortara baire thake, ginnira ranna banna seshe
bhat kheye ghumai, ar choto chele meyera school e thake. kajei ei
somoitatei beshi eka eka lage. mofosshole tokhon cable chole ashleo mama
barite tv dekhar chol chilo na. kajei ami ei somoita boddo bore hotam.
mone hoto dupurta eto boro keno? somoi jeno kattei chai na. amar mamato
bonera tokhono college e pore. ora bashai thakle oder sathe dustumi kore
somoi katiye dewa jai. kisu korar nei dekhe, dupure kheye deye pisoner
barandai boshe asi. barandatai besh chaya ase. hotat chokh porlo pasher
barir kol tolai. mymensing e ekhono beshirbhag barite chapkol r chol
ase. himel da’r basha theke kol chapar awaj hocche. nischoi boudi hobe.
ami boudike dekhar jonno choto pachiler pashe ese daralam. ekta uchu
moto jaigai daratei bujte parlam, ajke amar bhaggo bhalo. boudi kebol
gosoler soronjam niye eseche. nischoi sobe ranna banna sesh korese.
ekhon gosol korbe. chap kol tipe tipe baltite pani bhorse. pani bhora
hoye jetei, sharita khule pashe rekhe, blouse ar peticot pora abosthai
pani dhalte laglo. aha, boudir namtai bola hoi ni. boudir nam chilo
shormi. amra boudi bolei daktam, kokhono shormi di. shormi di chilo
ujjol shamla. tobe unar hashita chilo onek shundor. thot gula chilo
bhison puru. dekhlei chuste icche korto. boudir shorirer dhach ta chilo
onekta jowan kaler hema malinir moto. uchu buk, bhari nitombo. dekhlei
kamre dite icche kore. kotobar je dustumir chole boudir shorire hat
diyesi tar iyatta nei. ekdom mosrin skin, jeno keo mom diye palish kore
diyese. boudi boshe boshe gosol korse. pani bibhinno jaigai besh kaida
kore dhalse. peticot ta alga kore bhitore pani dhukasse. kaporer upor
diyei sorir dolse. ami mone mone doa korsi, boudi ektu khule khule gosol
koro. ami jekhane dariye asi, tar pashei ekta jakra gas. kajei amake
bhalo moto kheyal na korle dekhte parbe na. edike mami bhat kheye ghum.
kajei amar kono bhoi nei. ami besh moja kore shormi di’r gosol kora
dekhsi. boudi ekhon saban hate niyese. aste aste ghose ghose majse.
dekhte dekhtei saban chole gelo peticot r niche. bujte parlam boudi
sosti passe na. ebhabe ki gosol kora jai? amar bhison iccha korsilo giye
unake sahajjo kori. kintu upai nei. saban dolte dolte boudir ki holo ke
jane. onekkhon dhore peticot r niche dan hat dhukiye rekhese. bujte
parlam, saban dolte dolte uni ekhon horny hoye poresen. hoito bhongakur
rograssen noito anguli korsen. amar dhon baba edike pajamar niche
fusche. onekdin kono meyer shad pai ni. ekta bihit kortei hoi. boudi’r
gosol sesh hote aro pach cho minute laglo. tarpore besh kaida kore
gamcha diye dheke dheke kapor bodlalo. forsha dudher bhaj ar pasar besh
khanikta dekhar sujog holo. ami tokhon mone mone thik kore fellam. ajkei
sujog, aj noito kokhono noi. ami tara tari ghor theke beriye boudider
bashar sodor dorjai jore jore dhakka dite laglam. “boudi, o boudi.
ghumao naki? utho utho.” ektu porei dorja khule dilo boudi. ekhono panir
chap lege ase mukhe. bheja chul gulo gamsai pechano. notun shari,
blouse porese. tara hurai thik moto porte pare ni. bra’r ekta ongsho
beriye ase. ami hese bollam, “kigo boudi, ki koro?” boudi heshe bollo,
“kebol snan sharlam.” tarpore jog korlo, ” bhalo hoyese tumi esecho, ami
dupurbela boddo eka eka lage. maje maje ga chom chom kore.” ami bollam,
“ki je bolo, tomar buji bhuter bhoi ase.” boudi besh lajuk kore hashlo.
bollo, “ta ase, tobe sobchaite beshi bhoi makorosha. makorosha dekhle
amar ga ghin ghin kore. ar ei dupurer rode sob makorosha ghorer moddhe
hete berai. ranna ghore ekta bishal makorosha ase, ei dekho etto boro”
eta bole dui hate makoroshar ja size dekhalo, ta jodi sotti hoto tahole
ta ginis book of world records e nam korto. ami obhoi diye bollam, “bhoi
peo na boudi, ami thakte dotto dano keo tomar pashe bhirbe na, ar
makorosha to nosshi.” boudi besh moja peyese kothai. khil khil kore
hashte laglo. ami ghore dhuktei dorja lagiye dilo. amake bollo tumi
bosho, ami chulta shukiye asi. amar mathai tokhon dustu buddhi chepese.
rannaghore chole gelam. makorsha ta khujte beshi beg pete holo na.
meatsef r pisonei pawa gelo. dim ala besh boro shoro makorosha. ami
jantam je khub kom makoroshai bishakto hoi. kajei ekta polithin hate
pechiye khop kore dhore fellam. beta atta pa diye chara pawar jonno chot
fot korse, kintu baba tomar je palanor upai nei. aj tumi hoccho
shikarir fad. shikar dhorte tomake bhison dorkar. chupi chupi boudider
shobar ghorer dorjar samne chole elam. boudi dorja bhijiye rekhese.
dekhte pelam uni chul jarse ar gun gun kore ekta gaan gaise. boudir
ganer gola to besh shundor. makorosha ta aste kore mejer upor diye chure
dilam, boudi tokhon ainar dike takiye ase. kheyal koreni. ami abar chup
chap drawing room e giye boshlam. ektu porei ja asha koresilam tai
holo, boudi chechate chechate nijer ghor theke chute beriye aslo, amio
ki hoyese dekhar jonno chut dilam. boudi amake joriye dhore bollo,
“makorosha, makorosha.” ar jai kothai. eitai to cheyesilam, “ami aste
aste boudir pithe hat buliye dite dite bollam, “dhur boka meye,
kakorosha keo bhoi pai. ei dekho ami asi, makorosha tomar kissu korte
parbe na.” boudi tokhon ritimoto bhoye kapse. pore jenesilam, makorosha
naki or pa meye uthar chesta korsilo. ami boudike obhoi dewar chole aste
aste or shorire hat bulassi, chule hat bulassi. boudi aste aste shanto
holo. tobe amake chere dilo na. joriye rakhlo. ami ar opekkha na kore or
ghare aste kore chumu khelam. o sathe sathe shiure uthlo. “eki? eki
korso?” “kisuna, tomar bhoi tarassi.” eta bolei ami aste kore or ghare
kamre dilam. boudir hoito bhalo lagsilo, ekbar chotar chesta korlo,
kintu ami tokhon sokto kore joriye rekhesi. or shorir theke besh ekta
snigdho thanda bhab amar shorire choriye jasse. ar sei gondhota. khub
shundor kono taja fuler gondho. emon gondho ami jibone matro tin charbar
peyesi. boudi temon badhai dilo na. amake hoito nijer jibon bachanor
jonno kritoggota bodher porichoi dilo. ami aste kor or mukhta dui hate
dhorlam, tarpore or puru thote chumu khelam. boudi prothome shara dilo
na, hoito kono paap bodh chilo. ektu porei shara pelam. amar thote or
dater choya. bujte parlam, aj dupure boudi keno peticot r niche hat
chaliyesilo. onek gorom hoye ase boudi, amakei thanda korte hobe.
kisukkhon dariye dariye dujon dujonke chumu khelam. boudir patla jibta
amar mukhe pure onekkhon chushlam.du ekta kamoro dilam jibhe. boudi
chokh bondho kore moja nicche. bujte parlam, aj amar bhaggo bhalo. dinta
brihospotibar, amar rashite hoito tokhon brihospoti tunge chilo. ami
boudike alto kore uthiye sofa te niye gelam. dekhte halka patla holeo
boudir weight ase. aste kore sofa te shuiye diye ami pashe mejete hatu
gere boshe chumu khete laglam. tokhon amar dan hat action e neme gese.
sharir bhitor diye, blouse r upor diye boudir bam dudhta tipsi. jemon
boro temni norom. ekdom moida makhar moto kore pishlam. goromer jonnoi
hok, ar je karonei hok, boudi bra khule eseche. ar jai kothai. ami bam
hattao kaje namiye dilam. dekhte dekhte boudir mukher rong palte gelo.
galgulo lal hoye gese. boudi je chokh bujese, ar khulsei na. hoito o
khub moja passe. ami aste aste blouse r huk gulo khule dilam. sharir
achol namiye nilam. ebar boudir bishal dutu khola dudh, ar amar hat. ar
kono badha nei. tipte laglam sokh mitiye, ar kamre kamre boudir thoter
barota bajiye dilam. boudi ekbar sudhu bollo, “aste.” ami tokhon prai
pagol hoye gesi. ar parsilam na. kneel down hoye thakte thakte hatu prai
dhore gese. ami uthe boshlam. boudi ebar chokh mello. chokhe prosno,
jeno bolte chaise thamle keno. ami ektane genji ta khule fellam. tarpore
paijamar knot ta boudir hate dhoriye dilam. boudi kisu na bolei ek tane
khule fello. ar jai kotha. sathe sathe amar kalo dhonta fushe uthlo.
thik jeno black cobra. boudi dhoner size dekhe jar poronai obak hoyese
boi ki. ami bollam, “dhore dekho.” boudi mukh fute bole fello, “ettoo
boro.” ami bollam, ektu ador kore dao na boudi. boudi tokhon du hat diye
dhonta dhorlo, tarpore khanikkhon hat diye nere chere dekhlo. bollam,
“ki holo, ektu mukhe pure chushe dao na please.” boudi bollo, “chi,
ghenna kore.” ami bollam, “kisher ghenna. dao ami chushe dissi.” jei
kotha sei kaj. boudike sofai boshiye, sharisoho peticot ta komor
porjonto tule dilam. boudi kono penti pore ni. goromer dupur, bra penty
na porai sabhabik. boudir bal gula besh shundor kore chata. kachi diye
nischoi chate. gudta ekdom bhije jab jabe hoye ase. ekta aste gondho
cherese. jigesh kore jante parlam, aj sokale unar mashik sesh hoyese.
ejonno uni eto horny hoye ase. gude angul chalatei bheja gude foch kore
angul ta dhuke gelo. koyekbar anguli kortei boidi ah uh shuru kore
diyese. are jala, ei ek angule ei abosta ar amar dhon baba gude dhukle
to rokkha nei. mashiker kotha shune ar suck korte icche korsilo na. ami
boudri du pa dui pashe shoriye, pachara sofar konai ene, nichu hoye
dhonta guder mukhe set korlam. dhoner mundita guder mukhe ghoshtei guder
roshe mundi bhije gelo. ar jai kotha. aste aste chap ditei mathata
dhuke gelo bhitore. kintu tarpor? atke gese dhonta. ordhekta moto
dhukese. boudi boro boro chokhe nijer gude amar dhon dhukano dekhse.
bujte parlam, himelda kono kajer na. ami boudir thai duto dui hate chepe
dhore aste aste thap dite laglam. dekhte dekhte dhonta dhuke jasse
boudir gude. roshalo gudta amar dhonta ektu ektu kore gile khasse jeno.
ar boudir shitkar, “aahhh oooooooohhhhhhhh aaaahhhhhhhhh
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh” boudir shitkare amar goti aro bere gelo. gayer jor
diye thapassi. kintu ei sofata onek nichu. thik moto thapate parsi na.
koyekta thap ditei komor dhore gelo. ami boudike bollam, “boudi tumi
amar kole bosho.” eta bolei ami gude dhon gatha abostatei boudir sathe
ashon bodol korlam. boudi dui pa choriye amar kole boshe ase, ar ami
dhon ta khara kore sofate helan diye aram kore boshlam. boudir komorta
dui hate dhore boudike gatthe laglam dhon diye. ar boudio kom jai na,
dhoner upore ritimoto proloi nritto shuru kore diyese. eketo gorom,
tarpore ami tokhon theke boudike dekhe gorom mere asi. dhonbaba
besikkhon sojjo korte parlo na. boudir gude mal dhele dilam. boudi
tokhono thapiye jasse. bujte parlam magike ajke jome dhorese. ami
bollam, boudi darao darao. bole dhonta gud theke ber kortei mejete thok
thoke birjogulo porte laglo. gud purota bhore gese male. boudi khub
nirash hoyese, mukh dekhei buja gelo. kintu boudi to jane na je ami aj
tini kar pallai porese. ami boudir acholta diye dhonta bhalo moto muche
nilam. tarpore dan hatta diye dhonta aste kore kheche dilam. ekhon beta
half erected hoye thakbe onekkhon. boudike ebar tene mejete shuiye
dilam. tarpore amar half erected dhonta aste aste dhukiye dilam male
bheja gude. kaj hoyese, beta ghumiye pore ni. tondrai ase. ami gayer
jore thapate laglam. dhontar kosto holo, kintu seta samoyik. kisukkhoner
moddhei dhon abar tar agei abostai fire gelo. fule fepe gudtake
dikhondita kore dibe ekhoni. eibar boudi, tomake ami kadiye charbo. ami
gayer jore thapiye jassi ar hat diye dudh gula moida thasa korsi. kamre
dudhr bota chire felar abostha. boudi edike gola fatiye chitkar korse.
mami jodi shunte pai tahole je ki hobe. ami nijer jibhta pure dilam
boudir mukhe, ekhon awajta kom hobe. thapata thapate ter pelam boudi
shorir muchrasse. eito somoi ese gese. du thap ditei bhitore badh
bhanglo. boudir rag mochon hoyese. gud beye beye pani porse. tobe amar
ekhono hoi ni. onek baki. amar tokhon jid chepe gese. ami boudir dui pa
kadhe thekiye thapassi gayer jore. boudi gongasse jobai kora gabhir
moto. nah ar pari na. date dat chipe thapassi. shorir sob sokti ek kore.
aj shalike chude mude ekakar kore dibo. emon choda dibo je or poroborti
choddo purush mone rakhbe emon chodar kotha. dekhte dekhte magi abar
jol khosalo. gud ekdom chere diyese. ar pari na. ami duto thap diye mal
chere dilam. jasshala, kella fote. boudir buke kisukkhon shuye thaklam.
boudi mone hoi gaan hariyese, noile more gese. kono shara nei. ami du
tinta dhakka ditei chokh khullo. “kigo boudi, kemon holo? sukhe pele.”
boudi ekta hashi dilo, bisshojoyi hashi. “emon sukh jibone painigo go
debor po. aj ki dekhale go. ami emon sukh jibone paini.” mymensing
chilam aro soptakhanek. r por theke dupurer somoita ar boring lagto na,
mone hoto dupurta eto choto keno? arektu boro hole ki ba emon khoti
hoto.